wow, i havent posted anything in forever ( Read more... )

well, there is a dorm bbq downstairs right now, and i am up here in my room. wtf. im such a coward sometimes, especially around girls

sometimes i wonder if this whole school thing is good for me. or maybe its just my disgust with my bad grades that make me feel that, because i definetly dont feel that way when the grades are good and mom and dad are congratulating me on getting 3.whatever. i just want to be in the mission field doing my life work. its sad, because i know i'll ( Read more... )

i think i might have found why i am so upset with so many things lately. ive become disillusioned, particularly with Christianity. I am still a Christian, I still believe God, but...differently than others. This year, i geuss the theme of all of my classes is the history of Christianity, including all it's failures (i.e. crusades, holocaust, ( Read more... )

wow, its been a while. i spend it all on myspace. lol ( Read more... )

Weekend update ( Read more... )

gosh i love this song ( Read more... )

sigh...attention deficit disorder is not fun while in college. ill just leave it at that.

wow. my face and side hurts really bad. ive been laughing sooooooo hard. my room mate totally sharted. he pooped his pants, bad. sooo funny. luckily though, he has an awesome sense of humor and is taking the ridicule quite well. he actually thinks its pretty funny too, which is good, because i dont feel bad about laughing

ok, so im really hungry so im gonna get some food. but first. i finally qualified for conference in the 400m, and am 6 hundreths of a second away in the 200m. which means ill totally get it next week. i had a HUGE season personal best in the 400m, by almost 4 tenths of a second. instead of running on the 4x400m relay "b" team, i ran on the "a ( Read more... )