feels weird that, after all this time, my subconscious still acknowledges you as my partner. its been what, 2 years now. and youve been attached for the bulk of those 2 years. thats many times longer than the period we've been together. so why is your picture still in my wallet? why do these dreams still occur where it feels so natural as if you ( Read more... )

one week later, 4 drinking sessions, 3 of which were in clubs and plenty of d3 and dota. yes, the holidays are here for now.

take some time to catch up on my readings/ personal time.

meet me!

430am ( Read more... )

I built walls, hid myself in a fortress, away from you.

out of sight, out of mind.

But somehow, the past always catches up with you. I guess thats what you get when there's a mutual friend. Is he to blame for all this? I don't think so. After all none of this would have started if it weren't for him.

I am.

It's my own doing.

everything happens for a reason.

I get it. i get how you pleaded with me, asking me to stay. uni sucks. it's hard. the last thing anyone needs really is an asshole calling it quits whining about his own life. it haunts me every day. i think about my own struggles and start to wonder how it must've felt for you. everything, g. everything reminds me of you. i hide our things, i ( Read more... )

its been a long long while and since i think no one is active here anymore ill use it to pen my thoughts ( Read more... )

fuck you.

ive had it.

get out of my life
out of my mind
im done here.

making a positive change in my life.

i wouldn't say life isnt good, because really it is right now ( Read more... )