I hate the medical field right now. I am seeing 3 doctors. A neurologist for narcolepsy. An ortho for my torn calf muscle, and now I have to see my primary care physician for something I've already had before and is easily fixed if he would just write me a script for antibiotics. Now I have to juggle my day tomorrow just because it's been almost a ( Read more... )

Really irritable today for some reason. Just don't want to be around people.

This is the first (thing I remember ( Read more... )

I've been inexplicably angry the past few days. Exploding at people for no reason. I am working on trying to relax and calm myself, but it has been really difficult. I don't know what the heck is going on. My trip can't come soon enough. I need to get outta here for a bit.

I've started taking some medicine for my sleep disorder. I don't know if I'm just starting to become a hypochondriac or if I am just going through the motions of using a new medication, but I am starting to notice weird things. I feel weird when I expend large amounts of energy exercising. I feel absolutely drained. I feel like I am nauseous almost ( Read more... )

I already had a negative mindset which did not help. But, I am happy to say despite trying to blow it off and try to break away or make excuses, I held to the diet and exercise routine yesterday. I am trying to be very conscious of my portions when I eat. That is what really kills me. It was really hard though. I had some pretzels and a healthy ( Read more... )

Talked to the sleep doctor yesterday. He diagnosed me with Narcolepsy. Think it is still kinda sinking in, but overall I'm feeling okay about it. Not like anything is different. I'm just tired all the time and now I know why ( Read more... )

I've been playing Skyrim off and on since Friday. Having a job and social life are getting in the way! ARG ( Read more... )

I really am trying to play it up like I am not worried about it, but inside I'm terrified. I don't even know if my fears are legitimate, but I still feel them regardless. I know my friends would gladly listen to me, but I guess it just makes me feel like a whiny kid to talk about it. I think this whole post-relationship thing has also made me ( Read more... )

So, I've seen a couple of things this week (internet article, TV news, TV shows) that talked about fat people like they are some scourge or plague ( Read more... )