When was the last time anyone but Albert called me for anything? I get confused sometimes, but then I just get angry and sad when I think about it too much. I'm sorry if I rubbed anyone the wrong way at some point.
hey this is betsyxmellsterxMarch 25 2005, 15:45:00 UTC
i just want to get to the point i'm not pissed or anything but it seems like me, meli, and dennis,and yandrey who we hardley see cause he works are pushed into the catagory of we don't call you guys anymore. this whole "distancing" thing started just by the mere fact that we smoke. think about it yes we always do hang out together mostly all the time but does anyone bother to call US? why do we have to be the ones calling up everyone. yess bert i know you've called a couple times but you KNOW we call you sometimes too. i usually find out the movie were watching cause of albert and sometime I have to pick up my own phone and call him. don't you guys think that the way you guys act about us smoking doesn't hurt us? think about what weed is it's a fucking plant a piece of grass. be glad we don't fucking do other shit that HAS been offered to us. If we ever do smoke something else then you should be worried then. hello it's US the same exact ppl you've hung out with for the past 3 years or more but w/ grass. lol sorry. no i really mean it
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Re: hey this is betsyjosieheartsskaMarch 25 2005, 20:33:33 UTC
w/e... we dont really make a big deal out of the whole weed situation... we just worry... why do we worry??? bc weed is a fucking gateway drug... "oh its just a plant and blah blah and be thankful we dont do anything else and w/e" thats fucking bs!!!! did u EVER think in a MILLION years that u would be a fucking pothead?! no... so what makes u think that u wont try anything else??? ANDDDD if weed wasnt that big of a deal then why dont each and every one of u guys go up to ur parents and tell them what u do at each others houses. u know what would happen... it would break their fucking hearts <3 and u know what we're sorry we care... u guys are fucking retarded when ur stoned... its like talking to a wall that constantly smiles... we miss the old u!!!!!!!! the people who didnt run off to some corner to do something bc it made them feel GOOD... w/e happened to just hanging out with friends and having a good time with just that. all im saying is do w/e the fuck u want. u want to smoke weed then fine. but dont think its not a big deal bc
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It's Stephanie,i deleted the whole journal crap,but anyways, happen to stumble on the entries of olden day friends and it's kind of ...wierd.- will someone care to enlighten my fucking being as to the shit talking that I engaged myself in, so maybe i was angry, but it's stuff that traces to the the root of the 'left out ' situation that was felt and still lingers as a problem for others, and maybe i hate marijuana with a fucking passion and i hate the fact that certain people can't really seem to open their eyes and recognize their own fucking self destruction but oh well,I feel as if no one really ever gave a shit about me so i shall do the same. so much fucking drama, but i hope one day your lives get better. and if your lives are great, KUDO'S TO YA
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Alright the way I see this everyone is mad cuz we don't call, cuz we always leave everyone out yada yada yada ... The way I see it, no one calls us (The 4 Stoners) either. other than Albert I hardly hear from you people, unless i see Jocy @ Betsy's or Bert at the movies. FOR EXAMPLE the meeting you guys had at Denny's with out us (the 4 Stoners) no one bothered calling Betsy, Meli, or me to tell us that we were gonna have a meeting or that we had to go in different cars or whatever it was that the meeting was about. But whatever, i don't care about that. the 5 people that I always call are the same 5 people that always call me, Albert, Meli, Bet's, Yandrey, and Danny. and through Albert is who i find out if were gonna see a movie, or what not. On to the shit talking, What da hell do Adriana and Steph know about whats going on. Huesos cuz we smoked out with her a few weeks back, but other than that i don't know the last time i seen any of them, so for them to have an opinion on us or whatever is just total bullshit. they don't know us
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if u view adriana as such a fucking "stranger" then why did u two hang out like non stop for a while... hmmm... didnt think we forgot about that... as for weed and not telling ur good ol' folks... "there are some things they dont need to know"... WTF???? ur doing something thats damaging ur body and u dont want them to know... not bc they dont need to know... bc u know if they find out they'll fucking pound ur asses to the ground... and why... bc they fucking care about u!!!!! just like we do which is why we talk all this "shit" as u like to call it... and as for the whole "secret meeting" i told them to call u guys... decisions were made w/out me as well... and u wonder why we had a second meeting... its bc no one showed up to the first one... duh!!!!!!!!!!! did u really think that we were going to plan soooo much shit and not let "the four stoner kids" know anything... give me a fucking break!!!!! u also say "The point is that you never know what life has in store for you, and you gotta be SMART in the decisions you make"... since
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Re: The Whole Fucking DollarspikesniderMarch 27 2005, 02:16:41 UTC
DAmn...I dont even know where to begin...well first hi to everyone and sorry i havent been updating..too important for this shit..sorry but its the truth..well..i guess first ill address jocy. Jocy ..you know we never ever had any problems between us..and hopefully we never will..but something needs to be said...this isnt a personal attack on you..i just need to fucking straighten all this "weed" myth and facts wars going on..first off FIRST....WEED IS NOT A GATEWAY DRUG. IF YOU HAVE ACTUALLY DONE YOUR RESEARCH IT IS PROVEN THAT WEED IS NOT A GATEWAY DRUG. MOST PEOPLE THAT TRY WEED AND ENJOY IT, NEVER MOVE ON TO "DRUGS". ITS PEOPLE THAT NEVER LIKE WEED THAT DO "DRUGS" BY THE WAY US "STONERS" ARE QUITE HAPPY AND WILL NEVER DO "DRUGS" (AT LEAST ME) SECOND.....MY PARENTS KNOW...WHATS YOURE POINT? THIRD...WEED DOESNT CAUSE ANY HARM TO YOUR BODY FOURTH...WEED COMES FROM THE EARTH AND THEREFORE IS A HERB. WEED HAS BEEN USED SINCE FUCKING FOREVER TO HELP
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yo josie yo i know i haven't had contact with you or meli in like a fucking year been kinda here i dunno.I feel ya and know how you feel your not alone.don't listen to any other motherfucker about what you say and anyways having 'someone' doesn't make a person internally happier or sadder it's all internal.::hugs josie tightly:: oh btw sorry for all the severely depressing self indulgant emo talks that we had around the end.Anyways keep smiling and being the beautiful person you are inside and out ::hugs again:: peace Philip
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mad ♥ to u :] hope everything is going great for u
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yo i know i haven't had contact with you or meli in like a fucking year been kinda here i dunno.I feel ya and know how you feel your not alone.don't listen to any other motherfucker about what you say and anyways having 'someone' doesn't make a person internally happier or sadder it's all internal.::hugs josie tightly:: oh btw sorry for all the severely depressing self indulgant emo talks that we had around the end.Anyways keep smiling and being the beautiful person you are inside and out ::hugs again:: peace
Philip
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