Letters.

Dear Dan,

We had fun at the works christmas party; and in actual fact you are surprisingly amazing in bed. Thank you for not being weird with me, taking the work gossip on the chin, acknowledging the fact it happened - and just being cool with it. You surprise me for a watersports instructor, and I have a fair lot of respect for you.

Cathy

PS ( Read more... )

There are some pople who you don't even realise are there; and one day you see that they are one of the best friends you ever had.

Mr O'C - I am out. I am done. No more.Finished.

What a mess ( Read more... )

I sleep in the middle of the bed ( Read more... )

and you know i can never be what you want me to be
and you know that i'll never let that change
and you know that that the girl that you want isnt inside of me
so i might just let this slide, and walk into the rain....

<3 mav.

So bad weekends are followed by that horrible grouchy feelings; and good weekends appear to not be much different ( Read more... )

"I know i'm a let down - I can't say goodbye again. I'll be back for July. I am sorry X"

I read something the other day that said "Love is not a feeling, it's a decision" - and as much as it goes against everything - i'm starting to beleive it.

I had forgotten what a shit weekend felt like...

The Conor connundrum is alive and well. He's on the island - didn't tell me til last night and leaves today. He will, most definately leave without seeing me.

Working in A&E is the most stressful thing I have ever encountered. I have never been so tired.

Alas, a Sunday off. More tea.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTz3lkZGkeY

So my reaction to Conor leaving basically said everything - I didn't see it coming and certainly did not expect to be knocked off my feet. I didn't think I liked him that much I guess.

The last few days have been ridiculous. Ups and downs and tears and anger. He has acted up to this - something tells me he's ( Read more... )