wee for school, but i'm excited, get to mostly play on the forge, and bash metal lots...wee...just made my first skirt yesterday,it makes me happy, i have another one thats half done right now too, that will also make me happy....little kitties playing with dead rats makes me smile, very cool things come out of it...time keeps moving forward but i' ( Read more... )

just dropped my friend aaron off at the bus stop, he's on his way back to edmonton now, dragged himself into my house around 6:30 yesterday morning, it was good to see him, i havn't seen him since the summer, and before that it was last x-mas, and so on, he's the person other than my famliy that i've stayed in contact with for as long as i have, ( Read more... )

wow...amazing...some one invested in ME!!!!...well...my company, Off The Level Metals, i'm excited nervous, this is the launcher of the pinball machine being pulled back, getting ready to send the ball zooming out into the world...ok, so my nana invested this money so i can get fancy spiffy proffesional type cards printed up, so i can display my ( Read more... )

bah....i hate waking up to a thick cloud of coffee stench permiating from the kitchen, hungry grumbly stomech means nothing when a strong smell like that can make you gag and lose your appitite...yay...good thing spending five minutes away from there i'm really fucking hungry again, good thing i even want to ty and bother, i'll just fucking starve ( Read more... )

uuugghhhhh....it's started already, my mom told me that she has been nervous and afraid all week as to how i would show up looking like, my mom talked to my nana after she picked me up and my nanas first words were "well, what does he look like this time?"....and then me and my mom visited the couple friend of ours, and camara asked if the red and ( Read more... )

if thats the case i'm going to have a huge fucking cavity once i get back to nelson, cause it's really fucking bitter right now.....ugh....bus rides, broken bus, everyone cramed into one bus, completly full bus the whole way, not one free seat....lonlyness set in easy, at least i have a piece of kat with me, which it is my mission for the next week ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHHAHHAHAHAAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....and can't make enough sounds of happiness...SQUEAL!!!!!!!....hehehehehehehehehehehe......wow....hehe....when she came back again the first thing she did was apologize and say that jynx has done this before with other chicks, that he just randomly ( Read more... )

what a weird ass fucked up roller coster of drama day...fuck...since when the fuck do i have drama in my life...let alone a roller coster day of it...shit...so later in the afternoon after i had talked to jynx,max brought kat up to the school to see the bronze pour, which they just barely missed, it was actually a little bit ahead of schedule, ( Read more... )

what the fuck???....what...the...fuck...argh...i hate my life, fuck, so this is what i get for having a glimmer of hope and maybe a spark of happiness in my life, well fuck that shit, no hope for me.......so jinx came over for a little bit, he happened to catch me when i was home for like halfhour to get food, at first when he came in he said he ( Read more... )

this is my night in an homage to the white strips......she came up into my apartment, and that was all that i needed...she sat a while and we laughed and talked, and that was all that i needed...we went for a walk, we sat in a new spot and that was all that i needed....she came back again and sat oh so close, and that was all that i needed, she sat ( Read more... )