I do love you. I've told you before, I love all my friends and I do still want to be friends. But when I tried to talk to you about this the first few times I felt like I was being completely ignored and told that my opinion was wrong, that I didn't know what I want. Then afterwards, everytime I talked to you I felt completely smothered to the point where I've been too scared to talk to you no matter how much I wanted to talk to you about it and sort this out. I'm sorry if it seems like I don't care, I honestly thought that I was doing the right thing in a way, giving you time to yourself, like actually just yourself, and an opportunity to do your own thing as well as giving myself some room to breathe.
Alright. Thank You Tammy. It was just some unfortunate misunderstandings, I was so confused I had to speak up, even though I was trying my best to just leave you be and give you space.
I admit wholeheartedly, with Nic's stern agreemnt, that I was being a scared idiot with his head up his ass at first. Nic and my own disgustment in how I was acting helped to fix that. And I'm truely am sorry for that.
I am enjoying the time to myself and I understand now better than I did before, that you are happier because of this and it's for the best. I don't disagree with any of that anymore, I just hated the not knowing _after_ I had gotten myself straight and wasn't being so stupid.
Keep doing what you're doing, I don't ever want to take that away from you. Like I said, just too much was left to be misunderstood for too long. I'm doing a lot better because of the change too, I just didn't agree with what seemed to be the cost of it all.
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I admit wholeheartedly, with Nic's stern agreemnt, that I was being a scared idiot with his head up his ass at first. Nic and my own disgustment in how I was acting helped to fix that. And I'm truely am sorry for that.
I am enjoying the time to myself and I understand now better than I did before, that you are happier because of this and it's for the best. I don't disagree with any of that anymore, I just hated the not knowing _after_ I had gotten myself straight and wasn't being so stupid.
Keep doing what you're doing, I don't ever want to take that away from you. Like I said, just too much was left to be misunderstood for too long. I'm doing a lot better because of the change too, I just didn't agree with what seemed to be the cost of it all.
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