today, was a really great day. got muh hurr did, hung out with josh for a few, and deanna most of the day. we ate dino nuggets and made sauce with ranch and redhot. boooooomb.com lol ( Read more... )

queso, it's been like over 2 months since I've updated this piece ( Read more... )

it seems to me that loneliness, confusion, and unintentional self destruction together are an epidemic sweeping across every waking moment of my life.

i don't like it, i want to help, and i want to be there.

i cannot get caught up.

i dont think i've ever felt such a lack of motivation in my entire life. i'm disgusted in myself. yet somehow, i can't seem to make myself do anything about it.

i'm a hot. fucking. mess. my priorities look like a snow globe.

Dear Jake ( Read more... )

Gemini ( Read more... )

there's always gonna be another mountain.

i'm always gonna have to make it move.

tired, bored, and i have a headache.

fuck my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

dear birthday,

there isn't really anything wrong with you. i don't hate you. i'm just not feelin you this year. please keep to yourself and no suprises. thanks bitch.

love,

me