I don't understand boys at all. I have been single for an entire year. Well, with a 3 month break in there somewhere, but it doesn't really count. I don't really like being single. I don't think anyone does. I am so tired of no one giving a shit. It really fucking sucks. I want someone to think I am something fucking special. I just want to ( Read more... )

I know it is not fair of me to blame my father, I am 23 years old, and really, my father has never been a part of my life ( Read more... )

Is it me ( Read more... )

Surprise surprise, I have a new boy in my life. I have been kind of dating this guy Chris since before Christmas. It started out as a late night make-out, drinking buddy thing. The first night we hung out we hard core made out, I stayed the night, but nothing happened. I then stayed at his house the next 3 nights and came over during the day so ( Read more... )

So, I have been dating this guy since the Sunday after Matt dumped me. I am not sure I like him. He's really clingy. He sent me flowers at work when I had known him a little over a week. VERY nice gesture. I have ALWAYS wanted flowers at work, but...I don't know. It's weird. You make this list of things you want in your head, and when you ( Read more... )

So, I guess I am getting better at this break up stuff! I have a date Tomorrow and I am very excited about it. This break up was minor, but it really helped me move past the one with Simon! I am excited about that too. Simon and I have been really good at being friends again lately and I even made up with Christal. I realized that what I ( Read more... )

welp, here is to being single again. Hopefully I have a better run through this time around.

Do I really like Matt or am I afraid to be alone? I mean, I love his guitar playing, I think he is really cute and he is pretty easy to talk to and can be a lot of fun...but, he drives me crazy sometimes. First off, my sex drive is way higher. I feel like I am going to explode. It reminds me of my relationship with Simon and makes me feel ( Read more... )

SO, I have been working 6 days a week and it is starting to drive me a little crazy. I'm a little sleep deprived. I can't get motivated to study even though I have 2 midterms this week...I need to, I have tomorrow night off and wednesday morning off so I can study then, I doubt it will be enough. Oh well. I get to wait on Kayne from projected ( Read more... )

Been awhile since I have posted. Life has been okay. It has had it's ups and downs, but mostly good. I have reconnected with Kate and Ande. Fun girly times should ensue. I love my girls. Matt and I are doing well. It's still nothing serious, and I want to keep it that way for awhile. Simon and I moved way too fast. I miss my friends, I ( Read more... )