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So, 3 years ago, I spent Halloween with a broken leg. The next year I spent halloween doing nothing because I was still madly in love with my douche bag ex who told me I should prove myself to him by staying in (he told me I was an alcoholic just like my father, LAME!) so I did nothing. (Thank GOD I met Joe just a few days later and got over that ( Read more... )

Well, I still need a florist, I was given a 3256$ estimate form the last one. i don't even want center pieces on every table! Only like 4 total! I also only want my bridesmaids to carry about 5-6 flowers not full bouquets. Whatever. So, I am reveling in the little things I have bought!
Flower girl basket:


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There are things I need to get on the ball with for 2010, and I figured rather than writing a New Year's resolution, I would make a whole to do list ( Read more... )

I know most of you are my facebook friend and know at least SOME of what is going on, but, I need to be detailed, so ( Read more... )

So, there is this ex of mine... he's engaged. We weren't anything big, mainly because I pushed HIM away. Do I sabotage myself on purpose? I know I have relationship problems, however, I feel like I just CAN'T make things work! Have I just not met "the one" yet?

Everyone has a past. We all know, well, it's the past. Yeah, it helped shape who we are now and it may very well be a part of us, but IT is not US. It's not who we are NOW. If I can know this about my past and be fine with it, why do I search in others pasts? Why do I look for things I KNOW will hurt me? If you search for pain, you WILL find ( Read more... )

After 3 months of hobbling around on crutches, slipping on ice, and not being able to carry even a glass of water, I finally get to ditch the crutches of DEATH and WALK! I have never been more excited in my LIFE! No more callused hands and painful sides. I do still have to wear this AWFUL boot for 2-3 more weeks PLUS physical therapy, but YAY! ( Read more... )

Feelings are weird things. Sad, happy, angry...you're never really JUST one, but a mixture. I'm never fully any of these really descriptive words designed to explain how I FEEL. Can anyone really understand fully how another person feels though? Everyone feels happy and sad differently. If everyone just got it, we wouldn't need these ( Read more... )

So, I work in a bar. About 5 nights a week I am at work and closing. It's hard, working in a bar. You see drunk asses doing stupid shit, you get hit on by old married men, you get yelled at by drunk asses, the list goes on. When I don't work/get off early, my friends and I like to go out and have fun. It's a bar thing. Bar people probably ( Read more... )