it's been such a rough year. just looking back at everything, i just feel like everything went wrong. both jay and my car were stolen. our new car was hit and it's still in the body shop right now. i messed up with ryan and messed myself up emotionally... my stepdad goes to jail which puts my mom in struggle evenmore... and to start off this year, ( Read more... )

hey, wow it's been a while since i've written. i wonder if it's good to still jot down your thoughts on something. i haven't done that in a while. i really haven't been caring about anything and i really haven't had the urge to vent anymore. if i do, i'd vent to someone or something. i don't have much to complain about anymore, thank goodness. just ( Read more... )

it's morning and i gota get ready for school. but i just wanted to update really quick becuase last night.... i had the most amazing dream in my life. it's something i never wana forget, even though it breaks my heart ( Read more... )