I've been setting myself up for a fall...but I'm not going to take it. I'm too good for that ( Read more... )

If I only had words to explain what all this bullshit has made me feel like

Random fact: I'm happy because I finally got my copy of "Sexless Demons and Scars" back from Stephanie last night...BUMPIN' it. I'm in such a joj mood. *rock out h.x.c.*

So...yesterday was my 18th birthday.


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Yesterday was the most bomb diggity 18th birthday I could have ever asked for..thank you to everyone who made it possible and for everyone being amazingly sweet from the moment I woke up ( Read more... )

words cannot express just how much I want this..usually I dont' care too much about clothes and I've even stopped caring a lot about corsets...but polka dots rule the world...who ever thought the combination of polka dots and corsets would turn out so well ( Read more... )

My day has improved a bit.

while running errands I got to see Luke :) always fun..and we got to make fun of each other. Again, always fun.

Papa bear got me shoes for my birthday tonight..lovely, cheap tommy hilfiger knock offs from payless. They are SO cool because they are so ugly. Anyone who knows me, knows my obsession with little tiny, ( Read more... )

This song is killing me right now...so much. I can't even explain how much pain I've been in for the past week...like a rollercoaster I fly up and down emotionally, mostly up when I'm talking to him, or looking into her beautiful calming eyes, down most if not all the other times ( Read more... )

it's definitley time that I start becoming more selective with who I let into my life. I look back at all the bridges I've burned and all the people in my life currently who always lead to bad news. I wonder how I let my guard down enough to allow these people into my world. It most often seems that people don't show their true colours for a while ( Read more... )

Hands are beautiful.

Brilliant discovery! I found my M2M cd...oh lord. I remember laying in bed at my old house singing them at the top of my lungs...hahaha, and I put the Cd on and even though there are some difficult memories that go along with some of the songs, I am quite pleased to say I still enjoy them very much. YEP! No shame. :) gotta love it.

( You can always cover me with make-up )