i need to get back on track. how did i get so far from where i started? what's wrong with me? why can't i help myself and do the things i know i need to do?

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i have a problem. everytime i like a guy, the second he starts liking me back or starts expressing interest in a relationship i suddenly get freaked out and lose all interest in him. lately, this has happened twice and three times throughout the summer. all of the guys it's happened with are amazing and i'm an idiot to not want to be with them, but ( Read more... )

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things are different than i expected them to be. i don't know if i like it or not, i'm just trying to have fun with what is going on right now.

i feel like i mean nothing to you anymore. we used to be so close and now i barely remember what your voice sounde like. i miss you more than anything, and to have you again would be perfection. i messed up. i'm sorry. i need you. more than anything in the world i want to go back to a year ago. i want to go back to when things were ok and you and i ( Read more... )

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i dont want to know your name...i just want to BANG BANG BANG!!!!

it's so amazing how much i realized i take for granted. i went to play linda this weekend with my good friend from pennsylvania and she just went on and on about how beautiful is was, and it made me realize, wow, this really is a beautiful place! i never realized how the palm trees grow in the water, or how the alligators just lay out for hours at ( Read more... )