ok to whom ever wrote "WHY...why be sad all the time, and think you're not good enough" in a comment, why must i be fucking sad all the time , well lets see hun i was fucked unchoosingly 27 times while i was on drugs i dont even remember taking so ya sure liz i hate you what ever, or mabe i just hate myself to the point of wear i hate everyone else ( Read more... )

http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/emoxtbsxgirl/ im starting over again, greatest journal is easier

wow, i wish i lived in a fairt tale, im always so down and i try to be happy and act happy but as hard as i try i just cant so i sit and cut or cry or just be depressed, it all started with that fucking ass hole mitch, i think all the drugs i was on when i went out with him desolved the happy part of my brain, wow. last night i hung out with boomx2 ( Read more... )

shes prettyer than me, i hate her. he wants her when i want nothing more than him, i noticed today that shes loud annoying and obnocsus, but shes all he wants, why cant i be her, y am i me? i hate myself. i wish she would just go away. i guesse nobody knows how much i like him but he wants nothing to do with me, but why her all she is is loud, ( Read more... )

wow school is soooo lame these days! quote of the day ( Read more... )

well boom boom and matt just left. im back to being depressed whats new? i feel like im hated. i feel ugly, i know im ugly. oh well whatever its no big deal i went 14 1/2 years with out a boyfriend, why not go another 60 or so, i asked matt to stay with me cus i dont think boom boom wanted to be at my house any more and aparently nether did matt ( Read more... )

wow im soooo fucking bored, no one wants to hang out with me V.V i think its becus im a loser, my moms leaving town tomorrow i have the house all to myself yet i feel like no one will even bother trying to come over...oh well i told matt he could come, i dont think he wants to, hes not into me ;,; and carlos, i dont think he will, but i hope he ( Read more... )

nothing really hapend today i told my mom that she has cheese in her bum bum lol, and then yaa im getting a goat soon lol!

theres a storm abruen!!! lol i think this is gonna be a scery on! today i was talking to my little friend gimmie and out of no wear he was like, black guys do have big wee wees....lol it was funny! and my little friend matt imed me yesterday and told me how all these girls were asking him out v_v, i dont have a chance with that kiddo::moved on:: ( Read more... )

school was fun, got to see alot of people, but i think this is gonna be a boring year...w/e