so i went to type a title, and "+8 max rare jewel" showed up in the drop down box. and it makes me smile. oh how my boyfriend loves his diablo II. i hate to say it, but i miss sitting here watching him play it, and hearing the odd noises that come from the monsters (and cows). i was strangely excited to see that title pop up...reminds me of him.

as ( Read more... )

if you read these, you must think i'm a rollercoaster. because today i'm w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l. i talked to mike for over 45 minutes this morning, and it absolutely made my day. we talked and joked and made fun of each other just like it was when he was still here. that's what i need the most, normalcy. we're still the same couple, he's still the love ( Read more... )

some days are great days. some days i'm smiling. some days i know everything is just fine. some days i know that i can do this.

but other days i wake up crying. there's no particular thought or event that sparks it, it's just an overall feeling. other days i feel as though i'm weaker than i thought. other days i want to curl up and forget about ( Read more... )

so my vision insurance kicked in at the beginning of this year, and i so FINALLY got my eyes checked today. my glasses should be in on the 19th, and i'm getting some trial contacts on monday. (they were going to give them to me today but apparently my prescription for my right eye is so strange they don't have it in stock.) i get a week to test ( Read more... )

well today i learned what frustration is. i got my first phone call from out-of-country, and seeing as it was some strange number, i knew it was him. i answered right away, and he wasn't there. i could hear him in the background, but he couldn't hear me. i was screaming into the phone, trying to tell him i was there, but it was somehow not ( Read more... )

i feel like i should be writing...it's what i've always done to make myself feel better, to get things out that can't stay inside any longer ( Read more... )

OMG who misses my livejournal entries?

anyone?

...anyone?

this is for those of you who do...sorry to those who don't.

too much has happened since the last time i updated, so there is no way i could catch up on everything. i'll try to give an overview.

car, road trip, love, mormons, noodles, road trip, noodles, dishes, apartment, shots, money, noodles, ( Read more... )

for the few of you who somehow managed not to hear about my trip...it was amazing. absolutely perfect. i spent an entire week with the man of my dreams, and i couldn't have asked for anything more. it's gorgeous out there... mountains out the window.

which leads me to my next point. again, for those of you who managed not to hear, i'm moving out ( Read more... )

i leave for the airport in a half hour.

off to utah until march 11th!

i'm so stoked.