its been so long since i last posted ( Read more... )

I have been an angry kid at work and at home and even at myself.

What's the trigger point?

What's the root point?

Sometimes I really hate it and wished that I'm not around.

I don't hate going to work but it's the people and my over thinking that made me feel horrible.

Little things can make me upset and angry.

Sigh.

Or do I need some anger management?

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I think my menses is coming.

I'm getting irritated at the smallest things.
I'm feeling really frustrated for a long time on small things.
I'm getting all sort of funny thoughts that nobody cares.
I'm starting to feel that friends talk to me cuz I initiated the conversation.
I have no idea who am I really close to.
I'm starting to get uptight about ( Read more... )

He has been emailing me ever since he's back.. It felt really nice to receive his emails.

Initially the emails were short sentences and I got upset cuz it doesn't mean much. I kinda told him off and later it was much better with details and sharing. I felt bad for demanding. But what's the point of saying short sentences like 'I miss you' and 'wish ( Read more... )

Never knew that I can be so emotional.

Perhaps it was because I was watching the tw drama, 幸福， 下一站 and it was touching.

He was so silly. He thought his flight was 8plus but it was 6plus! When he called, it was time for him to board. He called before he went through the metal gate and said will call again. When he called again, I just cried. We didn ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the last night that we had tonight..

I will miss him a lot.. All the time that we spent together.. Talking.. Walking.. Catching movie.. Eating.. Drinking.. Dancing.. Supermarket shopping.. Hanging out with the little kiddos.. Watching him cook.. Emailing..

We have done so much in this short 7-8 months.. Who would have thought that we ( Read more... )

I met him today and it would be our second last date before he's back in NZ for good next week.

It felt like a proper date as we had dinner at a proper place and chatted. It got me a bit pissed in the beginning as he kept wanting to look for a place with beer and chicken wings. In the end we settled at an Indian place with naan.

The Indian guy ( Read more... )

Had a hen party for close Gf yesterday. Didn't expect us to stay in pump room still late but we did.

The hen had great fun drinking and dancing. Think she really let loose and just try drinking. Hope her hives from all the drinking will go off soon!

I saw a different side of her and I was glad to be there to see her enjoying herself. :) she wasn't ( Read more... )

I dreamt about looking for my granny at some festival. Of some strange reason, I got to know a guy and then the dream ended. Haha. I can't really remember how the guy looked but he was tall and skinny (I think but got big frame). He seemed nice and pretty down to earth.

Anyway, it's interesting to dream of my granny and she seemed happy instead of ( Read more... )

i havent blog for a long time. It is partly because i cannot remember my password and i was lazy ( Read more... )