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Okay so.........Masters Commission is hard. very hard. I find myself soo jealous lately about everyone! Even little things like people being able to "day dream" I myself don't have time. To write long,meaningful livejournal or myspace entries.I myself don't have time. In fact, in m.c. we're supposed to have a sabbath once a week and take sunday and ( Read more... )

Dear Journal~

Oh sad! I swear I never get on this thing! I am so busy I just plain old DON"T ever get online anymore except for P. Enos. So anyways, I am having a good day, and Jesus is great. Masters Commission is way more draining than I thought, but I have to remember to keep the passion ignited with God or it's not worth being there.

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Dear Journal,

Since last entry, I did have the "boys" over for brunch at my house and I put in so much freaking work and only Jesse and Andrew showed up. Andrew just ate and left which hurt my feelings way hardcore because he was going to go the concert with me and I thought it was our little thing we were all excited about with, and then he ( Read more... )

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Dear Journal,

Agh....so tired. I think I need to stop drinking coffee so much. I mean, I'll just probably end up with breast cancer and kidney stones by the time I am like 26 or something. Masters Commission Ministry college starts in two weeks. I am so nervous! I have been working those 53 hours a week and stuff lately, and just skateboarding or ( Read more... )

Dearest of Journals,

I don't know what's wrong with me. I have such mixed emotions right now. It's like, I like Bri, but it's not of God right now at all. It's cool that I am not like, completely crazy in love with him or something weird because it would be hard otherwise. But I do like him and I know I can't right now, or act on it at least ( ( Read more... )

Pray for me please.

Dear Journal,

Okay, so work has been great lately, because it's been hard. I've been asking my Lord to literally rip me apart and challenge me in everything. In diligence, faith, my love for him and others, and in everything I do to honor him. I've been asked to take on so many things at church and work that I bring it upon myself with full ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,

Not much here, just working my tail end off for some cash this summer. I shouldn't be complaining, Andrew and lots of my other friends work more than 40 hours a week or something like that, I have it pretty good, it's just that I am not used to it.

Tomorrow is the picninc and Bing (Andrew Ng) picks me up at 9am and then I'll talk to ( Read more... )