fuck friday the 13th.

the connection: paralyzed

oh, but i am getting a job at einsteins hopefully, im going in at one

i think keegan looks like my uncle craig

man it really sucks when you find out the entire world essentially thinks your a fuckup but you know that its right. i know what im doing is right, i know who i am and what my brain can and cannot take. i dont care what you think based on what you have or think you have read. my bad desisions are my bad desisions and nobody else has the right or ( Read more... )

i need some new people in my life.
sorry to whoever that offends, but fucking a. i need to find someone who thinks like i do, as fast as i do, as slow as i do, as thoroughly as i do, as lacklusterly[my point exactly] as i do. as fucking righteous as i do ( Read more... )

where to begin ( Read more... )

i dont actually hate myself
i just dont understand anything
what if i break down and really cant handle it?
shit.
fucking vague lj posts, im really sorry world.

i really despise myself right now ( Read more... )

im deleting this because i dont want my mom to look through it.
ill have a new one tonight probably

see you then

so i was thinkin, does anyone know how hard it is not to do drugs? that thing about pot being the gateway drug is incredibly true. like hardcore factual. it would be so much easier for me to give my life away to drugs. it would be such a release, such a load off of my shoulders. i honestly think about this all the time. i mean why not? everyone ( Read more... )

haha ( Read more... )