Sometimes things happen and you can see the future.

And sometimes things don't happen and it shows you the same thing.

And it is funny what you can see, sometimes.

Life would be so much better if it were perfect.

Well there are only so many lyrics that you can use to display your feelings. Eventually you have to just be blunt about it and tell the world your feelings. Thats what I should do, but I don't want to be the ass hole. But I am going to be that ass hole in about five minutes ( Read more... )

Anger.

I am on my fourth beer, which is not nearly enough for the life I lead ( Read more... )

Did I dissapoint you? Or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty? Or let the judges frown ( Read more... )

Tonight there was a real rainstorm. Not one where there is drizzling and a few flashes of light against the storm clouds. It was a full out downpour mixed with rumbles every minute or two and streaks of lightning piercing the sky. Some TV stations went out, I had to close the window so the rain didn't get in. It was very fitting ( Read more... )

Stop reading my journal and then misinterpreting it.

I do what I want.

For real, stop.

My last entry was about firsts ( Read more... )

There comes a point in your life where you realize that you have done so much stuff and you think you your firsts are over ( Read more... )