i have trouble accepting that there is a truth to everything in life
and that truth to that something is the correct way to live by
i could never know if the truth will bring me what i expect it to bring me

it takes me more then some just telling me a story and telling me it is true to actually believe it is true

in my dream i had my friend, a old friend that i have not seen in quite a while
i do miss her quite much
in my dream i held her close, kissed her on the cheek and then on the lips
i am quite scared to know what she has been up to lately
just hope she is in a state of mind close to in my dream

its unsettling when you don't know how to feel about a friend ( Read more... )

i fucking hate when people are so negative
i mean yeah, there are times when i, myself, is not so up and jolly
but fuck man, never having hopes and shit never will get you anything

it seems to me that i should not be wasting energy on things in life that consist of the opposite sex at my energetic age ( Read more... )

the deed was done and now i pay for it, but im becoming more careless about it b/c you're too involved with the outcome of my deed

its called moving on in your life

in three short months ill soon be walking down that aisle that was awaited for four years ( Read more... )

today dirty, javi, richard, and a couple of other friends went to this skatepark in bell gardens ( Read more... )

i rather sit here in a clam mood in the morning and brows the internet with worthless information and media, rather then going to my zero period class T_T

im starting to believe that no one really gets off the addiction of drugs, beyond bud
i dedicate this entry to a dear friend