ive decided at this point in my life,
my friends seem to never have my much faith i have in stake for them
i question myself to wonder if im that predictable

soon enough i won't be able to climb out and won't be able to get myself out of this trouble, is it well worth it ?

i rather be a weird person, then be a normal guy

yesterday justified who are my loved ones and who looks after me in my life
thank you for everyone who was there and cared :]

first broken bone, my nose :x

[ps] thank you joe vee for resting my nose

180 off of a ledge gone wrong ! damn this is a bummer
well i have more time to relax :]
if not i could be filming peeps

there are people in my life that do too much for me
i feel that i do not re-pay them at all for what they do for me
i will find out one day to re-pay them
i truly am thankful for all of you to be in my life

i always find myself in the middle of then night being on the computer and never being productive ( Read more... )

im afraid that my bad habbits and flaws will eventually get the best between my friends and i
:|

i we deff in a runt during this weekend, but in the end my two very good friends, patrick and katie made one of the best days i had

i can deff say that i love them very much, some very good times
much love <3

i thought differently of you, i though you would never cross that line that we both stood for
you did that night instead of hanging out with me
just a fucking big fat lie
but what the fuck do i know, im just an 18 year old kid
i don't really matter to you and most people