have u ever came across someone that was so fucked up and you wanted to help them so bad that u had to be open and honest with them and give them the raw hurtful truth of who they are as a person. they are most likely in denial and would HATE that you had them figured out, but how will they change? they want to change, they want to be happy. after ( Read more... )

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Today I swam again. There was only one other guy who came to the pool during the middle of my workout. You could tell he wasn't a regular swimmer by his crazy farmer tan and his bulky gym muscles. We didn't speak or anything but in the middle of his workout he asked me, "Why are you so fast?" I told him i swam competitively my entire life. It made ( Read more... )

life is changing right now. i guess the biggest change is that i am looking for an apartment to move into with my friend sarah. i am super excited but the journey has been kind of up and down. it gets tiresome looking around all day, driving, driving, turning, writing numbers down, looking and then after 5 hours has gone by of all of that you ( Read more... )

well, my grandma isnt doing so well. she has been a bit sick for the the past week. just a cold and cough, but in your 90's it is a bit more serious. she has been sleeping for like the past 2 days and my mom couldnt even get her to wake up. my mom said her body is basically shutting down. tonight my mom was also going through pictures of her to use ( Read more... )

i should want someone who wants me for me right? is that how it goes, egh

ok so i think my next phase in the wonderful world of shopping is collared shirts. i think i need a lot more of those. here have been my past phases ( Read more... )

over the past month i have been eating whatever the hell i want. i just wanted to see what would happened. leading up to this month a lot of people have been telling me that i need to gain some more weight bc i had lost so much since stopping swimming, or so it appears. so i tossed the JP diet aside and said im going to eat whatever the hell i want ( Read more... )

my mom and i had our first attempt tonight in making sushi. it was quite entertaining. the first roll was like...uuuum...not so much a roll. we put too much rice in, and it came out as shrimp, avocado, cucumber and rice mess. oh and my mom made the rice with too much water, but it wasnt too bad. the second, we didnt put as much rice in and the size ( Read more... )