So you will never read this but..
i cant spend time with you anymore
becuase i will fall in love with you

I half expected you to come riding into town on your white horse and save my day.
Reality check, I realize it is not going to hapen.

i love james.

and you kind of stress me out.

If she messed up my life so much, why do I miss her? I try to imagine her face in my mind and the image fades more and more as time treads on. There was obviously something comforting and addicting about her that I am now without. The fact that my life is 100x more stable and makes more sense now is beside the point. The fact that she was a ( Read more... )

Today you broke my heart. Luckily, I drove to James' house and was instantly happy again. I question what will happen when I stand alone and I have nothing to protect me from your wrath.

21 credit hours
Interning at Planned Parenthood
Co-president of VOX
Nannying 15 hours a week
Social life
I am a busy girl !!

When you start to fall apart, I do as well ( Read more... )

Anyone who can tell me what they think this dream means would be great :)

I was at the park with a group of friends. Then another friend showed up, or someone who I was once friends with. Her and I began to verbally fight and this soon escalated into a fist fight. She kept punching me and I felt out of control. I tried to call 911 but this didn't ( Read more... )

i miss it and im using my anger to hide the fact that i am totally terrified

today i discovered who she truly was. the womyn i always admired and loved...
is a selfish and unforgiving asshole.

i have no more sympathy and love. i am just filled with disgust and rage over her petty actions.