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So...Jackie is annoyed w/ GE. Basically last May I gave a poor presentation. I got too nervous. But this time around went really well. But...due to last time, they've decided not to ask me back. Now, I didn't like the job and had no true intention of staying, but this makes me mad. My manager gave me a good review and said I've improved ( Read more... )

This weekend was a good weekend. I enjoyed a Friday evening at home with Aubrey, Kathy, and Logan. We watched a couple of movies. It was good. And then Saturday, Mom and I went up to Cincinnatti and a million other places. We bought all the undergarments for my dress but were having difficulties with a veil and gloves. We think we found the ( Read more... )

I'm just lonely...I hate when I get in these moods. I just don't know what I'm doing. I hate when I get depressed. I feel like I don't know what I'm doing with anything. I need to firm up a few more things for SC. Anyway.....I'll try to write more later. This weekend is going to be busy. I have stuff to take home. Stuff to put away at home ( Read more... )

So...where do I stand? hmmm...Life is just confusing. Too much going on. Too much to plan and yet I do nothing. *sigh* Sometimes I just think I'm selfish when I expect people to come find me. It's like I'm tired of putting out the effort to make and keep friends or something. I just come home and sit here and spend way too many fruitless ( Read more... )

Maybe I don't want to be an engineer. I think I might check out architectural engr or maybe just plain architecture. Combine that with interior design. Could be interesting. We'll see how I'm feeling in a few months, though I have considered this option before. If that's the case, a possible wedding in January? Some sort of job where Tucker ( Read more... )

This morning went amazingly well! I got all my T reviews approved (I had 3, the most I've ever done is 1 and those not all that well) I think I finally understand how this job works. And after being worried all day yesterday about one of my reviews b/c I didn't have all the necessary info, I got all the main stuff this morning and my final ( Read more... )

I don't want to be here. I don't like this job. I just want to be happy.

*sigh* If nothing else, they won by default. There can be no certainty that Tucker will be off by the selected date and he is not allowed leave until his school is over. :( So, all plans on hold. I'm still planning and picking stuff out, notice could be given 2-2.5 mo in advance. Maybe over Christmas. Or maybe next May. We'll see how things ( Read more... )

I hate this. I think they may have won, at least until May. :'(. Fucking logic. It should be a jump, not a fall. And isn't that saying always look before you leap? I don't want to mess things up. But I HATE what I think I might need to do.

Come now, this message shouldn't be too cryptic.