ok so i actually have been meaning to update but just haven't had a chance to even breathe lately. a lot has happened over the last few months. some were unexpected, some unnerving, some scary and some really wonderful. i promise to get into it at some point today. first i have to go get dressed and meet a few friends. they are going to help ( Read more... )

what a day/night. a lot going on. been thinking a lot about many people in my life. who i want to stay. who i need to stay. who haven't been there for me. who have been. one thing remains the same, i really believe in the end, all you have is yourself. and if you are lucky enough to have one or two really close people along for the ride, then you ( Read more... )

what a day/night. a lot going on. been thinking a lot about many people in my life. who i want to stay. who i need to stay. who haven't been there for me. who have been. one thing remains the same, i really believe in the end, all you have is yourself. and if you are lucky enough to have one or two really close people along for the ride, ( Read more... )

i just looked at my journal and realized that it has been almost 2 years since i have written anything. i did not think it had been that long. ok, done now. byebye

so i've been thinking about updating and whatnot. i'm not sure how often or entertaining it will be, but i shall make an attempt. been volunteering a lot lately....working a lot...sleeping a lot. chopped all my hair off. it was somewhat cathartic. a shedding of the skin, per se. i can somewhat relate to what jenny felt when shane cut her hair ( Read more... )

First off, everyone remember to set their clocks back. We gain an hour. Normally I'd think it no big deal, but at this time I could really use the extra hour. We leave in like 17 hours and I have not even started to pack!! Ughh. I am just throwing anything in a bag and going from there. I figure 2 weeks on the road, whatever I need, I'll just ( Read more... )

She's amazing. She held me. I melted. For a moment in time, I was at peace. Calm. Safe. She said I took her breath away. Little does she know, she's been doing that to me ever since I can remember. I want to feel her beside me again. I want to rewind back to that night. But I can't. It's already become a thing of the past. Only to ( Read more... )

Hey hey hey!!!! Wow, I really wish I had more time to update. So much is going on lately. I'm just gonna ramble and fit in as much as I can. In no particular order...my birthday is less than 3 weeks away, 26 years old. Whoa. I'm getting old. hehe Though I wanted to have a script filmed by then, at least I have one completed. Not to mention ( Read more... )

Wow...so much...too much at times...she missed me too...possibly as much as I have missed her...she was tired, so, so tired...but stayed...made an attempt, an effort...big in my book...didn't expect it...didn't get to talk a lot, but we were both extremely tired...hopefully more words will be shared, maybe even some communication...the ring...i ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been some time since an update. Not gonna do one now, rather new lyrics, but only for one song. After 6 years the goddess (Sarah McLachlan) has put a new single. Finally. It hit radio stations on Monday. Her still untitled album is due out in stores in Nov. I can't wait. So without further waiting, here it is ( Read more... )