GEOLOGY:                  - inconvenient truth critique; 1 page ( Read more... )

 school's almost over.  i'll be home for the summer.  we'll be in each other's arms.  we've been arguing a lot.  i think it's the distance though.  it's just taking a toll on us.  fortunately we can never stay mad at one another for more than five minutes.  however, she hardly ever argues with me.  it's almost like me fighting myself.  she just ( Read more... )

... i thought i'd turn to was here.  seems like this is where i can communicate, if one could call it that.  i have not made any progress on my work.  30 years old and still trying to get my Bachelor's.  is that sad or hopeful?  i make too many excuses and can't make decisions.  there is so much work piling up, i don't know where to start.  i feel ( Read more... )

my mom was rushed to the ER last week and i had to fly home.  i've been here for a week.  i've been juggling groceries, bills, hospital visits, laundry and everything else in between.  i am more behind in school than i have ever been and i don't know if i can catch up.  or if i want to, for that matter.  i have dreams and aspirations, yet ( Read more... )

the last few days have been insane.  there is so much going on, once again.  i thought about starting to write in a journal.  lord knows i have tons of them that are blank waiting for the pen to grace the page.  i realize that i may have dug myself into a bit of a hole...there are two people.  one has history, one has the chance to.  and i'm drawn ( Read more... )

so today was rather interesting.  had too much coffee, as usual...met up with a few friends to catch up.  i cleaned my room and got organized, or as organized as i can be.  then i talked to her.  for 2 hours.  we haven't spoken for that long in over a month.  it was actually really nice.  we both were able to share and listen to one another.  i ( Read more... )

i've been thinking of using this again.  for many reasons.  mostly b/c i don't talk to anyone anymore.  sure i still have my friends, but i'm pretty closed up.  i only give as much as i want and it's for a limited time.  my ex (still friends) and i were talking about this last night.  i told her i thought i was romantic and emotional, apparently ( Read more... )

i slept much of the night earlier and though i have a lot to do later in my day, i cannot sleep...obviously some stuff was on my mind before which i talked about...but i am a little better...i just watched a comedy special on hbo...it made me laugh and opened my eyes to a few things...i will probably try and pick it up tomorrow if any store carries ( Read more... )

it's been happening...i do that thing i always seem to do...push them away...this time i am doing it to the wrong person...i think she can see it, or feel it...but i have to, i really do...because every time i am near her it hurts...she has no idea and probably never will...yes, i'm sure she has some inkling of how i care for her, but not how deep ( Read more... )

I really like orange juice. It tastes good. So many thoughts racing through my mind and I haven't had a chance to process most of them. Study sessions...good and bad. Straight girls...bad for me. And why must we label everything. Why does everything have to be so black and white? Why can't it be about 2 people who have a good time together ( Read more... )