It is late. I want to write this down because it struck me as somewhat profound ( Read more... )

ok. ?You know how you sometimes have a nightmare and get scared awake? well i think i just got creeped-out-awake. It was seriously one of the more...creepy, grisly, macabre dreams i've ever had. Not really 'falling off a cliff' frightening, but....creeeepy ( Read more... )

glad to hear i'm still in the loop. On a completely unrelated note, I need help with my deadlift form. I have actual scrapes on my shins!  I feel very slightly badass ( Read more... )

Ok. So. Responding to Ben's post ( Read more... )

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I gotta jot this shit down before i forget ( Read more... )

Ok. so it's too fucking late for this. i know. whatever. I've been thinking of many things lately, feeling the old depressive symptoms that have plagued me, on and off, since high school.

The basic gist is this: I want to enjoy myself. The things that i really enjoy for their own sake are largely worthless (making out, eating, sleeping, laughing my ( Read more... )

stuff that's been bothering me:

1. The amish. They're kinda jerks, at heart. Like, evangelicals can be pushy and close-minded and all that, but their basic idea is that jesus is out to save everybody, and they want everyone to come to heaven with them. Radical, though misinformed, niceness.

But the amish don't proselytize. They don't have charities ( Read more... )

yeah. totally. ecstacy sounds nice. And it jibes with historical examples i've seen. The really cool historical figures don't waste a lot of time on the basic, weird issues i've been talking about. They get out there and stir shit up, and learn as they go.

ecstacy is hard, though.

I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT NOTHING FOR A LONG TIME NOW. i hate that i do ( Read more... )

GODDAMN. i love it when my class reading is worth reading on its own ( Read more... )