yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssss ( Read more... )

what spurned this on? what opened my mind back to the patterns that it ventured within years ago ( Read more... )

i was able to write a song tonight. more than that, i heard it. i felt it. you have no idea how long its been since i've done this. since its just flowed. not thinking that the dream will soon be over and i'll go back to work, but knowing that my life will soon begin again ( Read more... )

so its 4pm on friday afternoon, and i actually feel like i did alot at work today. come to think of it, i did. so i feel pretty good. on top of that, my lunch was good, dinner last night was filling and excellent (something rare to find since i'm a vegetarian for lent), and i rode my bicycle into work today. always nice ( Read more... )

THEY SAID YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ( Read more... )

which is always a problem. thing is, that doesn't really matter. i can't really help it...especially when something seems to be a new thought and a new insight into my character ( Read more... )

today i picked up my separation papers from my commander, fully signed and ready to go to the big bad air force personnel center. thats right, only one more step in this process. i can't really believe it, but it is what it is. i will drop it off tomorrow morning, and continue to pray. there are many other things going on currently in my life, ( Read more... )

after being dormant for nearly two months, lucy, my 1985-Yamaha Virago 699 motorcycle, started, finally, today. praise God from whom all blessings flow. this made my evening in a way that's hard to comprehend, being that you are not me. having come back from vacation to a new palce, no truck, and a non-working bike was far from pleasant. while i ( Read more... )

too much thought for words. how can i do the thing i love when it just seems so out of reach. out of all grasp. when the things i love seem so disconnected. the irony of being able to truly laugh with someone whom i feel i can just talk to about anything. the subtleties of friendship, of love, of relationships that are far too valuable to ( Read more... )

what an amazing past 2 1/2 weeks its been. amazing. i started by journeying to new orleans for family and Christmas, continued onto Scottsdale, AZ (see: outside of Phoenix), spent a few days at the Grand Canyon, then flew up to Dallas for five wonderful days surrounding my good friend Danny's wedding ( Read more... )