My Christmas wish is almost always the same. I come home, make merry with good company, good food, and good times, and yet I feel a vacancy inside. I decide its something different every year--or I devise a person or thing to fill it at the moment. But its obvious, really. I need not speak it here for fear of explaining, well, the obvious ( Read more... )

Today was definitely one of these worst and most blessed days I have had in many years. Basically, I was thrown off this morning because I missed my alarm clock, so I got into work 2 hours late. This wasn't a huge deal, but I had work to do so I worked through lunch, finalyl leaving at 1:30 to get lunch and go to an afternoon safety briefing for ( Read more... )

check it out. i made a blog all about my upcoming CD venture. it's also nearly 2am, so i might be late to work tomorrow if anyone's wondering....

http://mysecondcd.blogspot.com/

wooohooo! enjoy!

i think i've decided to record my next CD. things have been rough lately, but perhaps there was a reason God wants me to stay in San Antonio. ;) you never know. the recording will probably happen in the spring. that is my hope and prayer. we'll see ( Read more... )

so here i am. in a sea of uncertainty, trying to wade through miles of questions and concerns about the present and, especially, the future. one day at a time, i suppose. can't really take on more than that. i think i already said that my commander refused to sign my paperwork to get out early. what this really means? probably that i'll be in ( Read more... )

1. the air force (specifically my commander) has decided not to sign the papers to let me go next year. there's still a slight chance it may go through, but slight is the key word. so that sucks. big time ( Read more... )

my head hurts and stomach is full. this could be due to the jar of queso, half a bag of chips, and 2 beers i had only a few hours ago. and that the above has basically been my only source of substinence today. outstanding.

my life would be funny i weren't so confused all the time. hmm.

here i am reflecting on being 23.

ahh well. i'm tired.

:)
john

today i led the St. Brigid youth music group for our second youth Mass. i must say, i think we sounded pretty good ( Read more... )

no more craziness ( Read more... )