somebody take me away from this cruel place. i feel stuck in a hard place. i sometime find my happiness in the bottom of the bottle... i have no idea where my life is supposed to go. i always take one step forward and two steps back. somebody show me the way. the way things are supposed to be. the right road to happiness... ask me what i ( Read more... )

i feel like i can trust nobody with my heart. during the last 8 years my heart has been crushed so many times... it will take a lot to repair it. it seems like when everything is going good it all comes crashing down. it felt like i was falling without a parachute..... come scoop me up and supply me with my parachute... it will probably ( Read more... )

went to wash dc yesterday and had a ball. i never thought that a random trip there would be so fun. it also helped that i was hanging out with someone that is so cool... we get along great. i cant wait to go back.....

im just at a loss for words. usually this comes naturally to me.... i gotta go to bed so i can go to fuckin work in the morning. i wish i was with somebody right now. she make me feel happy and no matter how i feel it all goes away. as a matter of fact its like fantasy land because once she leaves or i hang up the phone it is just different ( Read more... )

i need somebody to go there with me sometime.......

snap!

i just got got up and i really don't feel like dragging my ass to work. i am waiting on a certain someone to call me back. it will make my day better as soon as i get to talk to her. i wish i could see her at this very moment. if i could just see her smile for one minute it will make my day a whole lot better because that smile will stick in my ( Read more... )

oh, another day another dollar. i need a job change real bad. viva la bam is the shit. i got my mom into it. i have so much on my mind. there's this girl that im talking to. she is so cool. its hard to find somebody like this. i hope this will work out. she makes me laugh and smile. all i want is somebody to make me happy. i feel that i ( Read more... )

to kimi

kimi, you're running through my mind, slow down, im getting dizzy
even if you walk you keep my heart bizzy.....

peace

Just ended a relationship and my heart has been broken ( Read more... )