Am I the only one who updates lately? You know, that's fine with me, I guess. Writing soothes me, it makes me feel better. I really can't express my emotions right now. I continue to push people away. Yet, I'm still the happiest person because they're is a little girl inside of my tummy right now -giggles- I know she'll change me for the better. I ( Read more... )

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I think tonight had to be one of the saddest nights of my life. for those of you who haven't yet figured it out, jason and i broke up tonight. It was mutual. In a way, sadly enough, in a way, i'm glad this happened. i've seen MY faults when i'm in a relationship and what i can do to change the way i am ( Read more... )

As long as we're together it can only always be misery;
May 19, 2002 - September 3, 2003

I'll try to hold back the tears.

I love Dashboard Confessional SO much. Chris ( the lead singer ) he's SO amazing. He treated me like I was a princess last night. I hadn't seen him in like 2 or 3 years ( mmhmmm .. he's my ex ) and it felt really good. He had a show in NYC so I decided to act like a Dash Groupie for the night and go. It was an amazing night, Chris always puts out ( Read more... )

The dreaded entry, I thought I would NEVER have to write. I thought that we would have the fairytale ending to our lives, a baby on the way, maybe even marriage. Boy, was I wrong ( Read more... )

that's right ya'll.. that was the BIG secret. Jason is in awe. hahah. i love him SO much, kristin leigh is due on november 24!

it's FREEEEEEEEZING in this room and i have a pounding headache and i miss my babyyyyy :( i wish he would just answer his cell phone.

so, a lot of you have been asking what the surprise is, nope, can't tell you that :) i gotta wait til jason arrives home :x i love keeping everyone in suspense!

grr.. all the screaming on this cd is ANNOYINGGG me. zac's solo would be ohsopretty without everyone needing to scream their heads off. stupid teenies. i had a friend bootleg the cd for me, incase you're wondering.

the news will be annouced soon, hannah dear

don't you all love my new icon? i dooo :)

( this song reminds me SO much of my boyfriend )