I enter such words, not for others but for myself. I struggle for understanding. I struggle with the vacancy inside. It is lonely. How do I fill this empty vessel? Will it ever be fulfilling this life of mine? I know not but tread onwards anyway. Surely it will come. I will be ... something ... anything.

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye ( Read more... )

Today sucked. Work bored me to tears. I could barely keep myself there yet I want the money. It affected my mood completely. I didn't even feel like talking to anyone. Mitch looked happy in his stupid way. He's great at dodging work - that seems his life's pursuit. He would have been the funny cool guy at school - the joker. He still is but ( Read more... )

I sit and wonder. Do we consider our path too often ... too much ... too indepth?

A million paths may get me to one destination or many. I have no clue.

Let me beat down the walls of this box. Allow me to explode from the confines and fly free. Free as I deserve to be. Be not offended. Be not sad. You are mine and I am yours. Yet each of us is our own.

Step forth with me. Experience the thrill. The thrill of life - lust - love - knowing - being.

It is stated that good fuel in gets quality results. The body is like a car ... in some ways. Though the fuel I put in is good, the output is lacking. Parts need replacing but that doesn't seem feasable ... lol. Actually I am uncomfortable talking about my short comings. I am not a complainer, and the burden issue swamps my mind ( Read more... )

And that bites! Our purpose as told to me is what we are doing now. All one must do is open their eyes and see. Will it make sense? Who knows ( Read more... )

Love one another, but make not a bond of love ( Read more... )

I search for my worth in life. I am between careers but to be honest I don't want a career. I'd be satisfied with work that I enjoy ( Read more... )

I am elusive. I will appear and change myself into what you need. Note this is not necessarily what you want, the two differ immensely. I find I land in people´s life when they most need it. Like a chameleon I will blend into any given environment or circumstance but beware, your life may alter when you meet me for I am the catalyst of change. ( Read more... )