Two weeks ago Jason was in Tucson for like 8 days, and I freaked out because I knew he was going to soon leave for six months. I get up at 6 am, I can handle the morning, I do well at work, on my lunch break, and I do well when I get back to work. It's at about 1900 when I start to get lonely. But after a few days of Jason in Arizona, I started to ( Read more... )

Well, the weekend is almost over, but that's okay. On Friday I came home from work and Jason had also just come home. On Thursday I had cleaned out my car and so I was planning on vaccuming the interior but that didn't happen because it was starting to get dark. So Alicia came over and we made dinner, watched the new season of some show, I believe ( Read more... )

It's 1152 and I'm finally done with all my papers. I thought I'd feel more accomplished but for some reason I don't. I'm just filled with frustration that no one probably wants to hear about. I tried so hard to get all of my papers done sooner. I didn't want to take time off of work when we moved because I have 7 work days off so I could take my ( Read more... )

Friday night Jason and I hurried up to get changed after I got out of work so that we could meet Mandi and Jared at TGI Fridays. Friday morning I had gotten the idea to go with Jason and since we all didn't get to go see the Simpsons movie together, I wanted to invite them. I'm glad I did. Mandi used the Barbeque to announce that they are PCSing to ( Read more... )

I feel much better now, so I'm going to forget what the last entry was about. Mainly, that's because it's 0627 and I'm trying to have a good day. It's been a very busy week at work. Normally I get to leave early but since Chaeri hasn't been there I have to close the two's, which is fine, it's my job. But then I had to close 3 rooms on Wednesday so ( Read more... )

I just want things to be happy. I want to have a good life, the best life that you can have as an Army wife. I try so hard and it's all for nothing sometimes. Sometimes no matter what I do, it is blamed on me anyway, and doing my best should be enough but it feels like it isn't. Right now I just feel like a failure. I find myself constantly begging ( Read more... )

I don't really feel like writing right now, but I am making myself anyway. I really don't know why. Well, anyway, it's been a little bit since I last update, so I'm just going to go over yesterday and today. It feels like every time I sit down to do this I have already forgotten what's happened only a couple days ago. Oh yes, now I remember ( Read more... )

Tomorrow Jason comes home! This TDY was better. Besides having plenty to do, I definitely dealt with it better. 2 more TDY's then 120 days in a row. There are so many times when being an Army wife is difficult, but I really do love it. A lot of people are so selfish they would not get involved with a soldier because of the commitment that comes ( Read more... )

It's 2326, and Jay Leno starts at 2335. Think I can make it in time? Let's see... Yesterday was a very productive day, but not as much as Saturday. I just needed some time to relax. I ended up making a quick run to the Commissary so I could eat healthy instead of eating sesame chicken (still have some left to be eaten though), and I also realized ( Read more... )

So it’s almost midnight, and I’m writing this offline. I got up at 0430 today so I should be exhausted but I’m really not at the moment. After staring at the computer screen I should need some sleep ( Read more... )