Thursday... I'm exhausted...It's been a long week of no sleep... that and I spent half an hour purgin my supper....I ate tons.. the words are so blurry right now. I had the big talk with my dad tonight. It went well. I feel lighter.. like a weight is off my back..... Or it might be the empty stomach... I was going to write a long and wonderful
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Today went pretty well with the whole cut lip thing.... altho it bled whenever I smiled.. which is apparently a lot!.. who knew.. Laughin was worse it split right open.. There was only one girl that questioned my explanation of how I got hurt...."how exactly did you cut your lip on a pop can? NO one else asked me but this girl.....She gave me a
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bad day gone worse. I just cut my lip by accident.. I was going to cut my shoulder.. and on the way to cut my FACE got in the way.. someone please I need an excuse for how this happened.,,, fuck HELP.. It's bleeding bad
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this sux. I'm trying to increase cals but I dread the stuff that would let me..like going for lunch which I have to do today. and Friday frig.I cut both hands so now I need to cover those. Oh well I don't care too much about the cuts showing.. its the lack of explanation. I wish I knew where we were going for lunch. it would be a lot easier to
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maybe I'd sleep if I didn't eat so many chocolate covered coffee beans.. so few cals tho (surprising.. I had to read the package twice) Plus I burn a shitload at the gym.
finally losing again! yesterday was painful...I was soo fricken hungry i wanted to die..major stomach pains.. I just cancelled dinner plans with my dad.. well I sent a txt to my stepmom. I just need to be able to do this talk by myself ..plus whenever i'm around my older sister I always take the backburner.... so if she doesn't get my txt or
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