( an attempt to maybe take my mind off things...?? )

i think i just made a huge mistake.

staci

i knew that this would hurt, but not like this.
i knew that this would end, but not like this.
i don`t know what to do, i`m a mess.
and i`m sorry.
for everything...

staci

i don`t know what i did wrong.
i don`t really know anything right now,
except for i`m incredibly confused and crushed and..fuck.
this hurts.

staci

i love it when everything just starts to fall apart.
and there`s nothing you can do.
and there`s no one you can turn to.
really, it`s great.

staci<33

yesterday was incredible.
school buses were cancelled due to the coldness, so my mom drove me to kristy`s at like 9.
after she got ready and we bought our bus tickets, we got on the bus to toronto and we got there at about 12:30.
we walked around for a bit, and ended up in china town somehow.
so after finding our way back, we went out for lunch to ( Read more... )

hi.
i`m everybody and i don`t update my livejournal/blog/xanga...ever.

k this week has definetely been uneventful.
for the most part anyways.

wednesday was the show, at st. james
me and kristy got there at 6 for some reason.
..it started at 7.
so we walked around the school (which, by the way, is probably the creepiest school ever) and...wrote things. ( Read more... )

so, i`m pretty sure that no one is going to do this.
even though i really want them to.
hint hint.
no?
kay.
but i can try.

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staci<33

ps-

(we see bertha* walking ( Read more... )

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to poooookie,
happy birthday to you.

mm, so today was alright.
except that kristy didn`t come to school and i was so sad.
anyway.

drama: we watched this movie about a hobo raping a mentally challenged girl who gave apples to randoms. errr??

"hey, eden. i have something i haven`t shown you yet ( Read more... )

i spent my entire day thinking. it`s left me pretty much nowhere, with pretty much nothing, except for this really horrible mood that i`m in. everything seems pointless right now, and i`m trying to think of a reason for..anything. at all. i really wish i could ellaborate on this, but i don`t know who reads this. i also wish i had somebody i could ( Read more... )