new el-jay guys.
this one is too depressing.
and i`ve decided to try this new thing where i`m HAPPY!
yeaaaayuh.
but i can`t put the link in here, because i don`t want my mom reading
my new one.
so if i don`t tell/add you, you`re going to have to ask me if you really care.
k byee.

love,
staci

ps- if anybody is good with customizing these things, let me know ( Read more... )

k honestly, HORRIBLE night.
everybody grow the frik up.
you in particular.

love,
staci

happy 16th birthday graaaaham.

(walking down the hall yesterday)
"hi!!" -a very excited girl
"ahahaha, k. that was so weird. that girl just said hi to me but i have definetely
never seen her in my life." -me
"umm she was saying hi to me." -cailey
"crap." -me

"i looooove icecream." -an incredibly high alicia
"yes me too?" -an incredibly sober, me
"it`s so ( Read more... )

(walking down the hall)
(cassie stops, spreads her legs, and starts sniffing the air)
"...what are you doing?" -me & jess
"it smells like pee." -cassie
"..." -me & jess

(looking at people on myspace)
"she`s funny looking." -someone
"she looks like a monster, or something ugly." -someone else
"CAN I DO THIS?!" *sticks her gum on the screen* "AHAHAH!" - ( Read more... )

( it`s tearing me apaaaaart )

so, last night.
everyone came to kristy`s.
i got so drunk, and i puked..at 10pm.
it was the first time i`ve ever puked from drinking.
and yeah i bet you`re so turned on, right about now.
then i passed out for about an hour.
i woke up and pretty much everyone was sleeping and/or gone.
then i pulled an all-nighter with kristy (kind of), cassie, shan and
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(phone rings)
"hello?.....hi......okay.....come on up." -kristy
"who was that?" -me
"cassie, she`s here." -kristy
"are you having people over tonight?" -tim (kristy`s brother)
"yes." -kristy
"ARGH!!!" -tim
"they`re not coming til like 8. you`ll be gone by then, won`t you?" -kristy
"uhh no. big people don`t go out until like 11 kristy." -tim
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so, from now on i will not leave myself open to needing someone.
and trust is not the answer.
that`s just what we do when we can`t stand to be alone again.
fuuuuuck this.

love,
staci

ready for the longest entry in forever?
i am.

( my march break, in full detail )

so, tonight is a friggen horrible night.
and all i want to do is go to sleep, but i can`t sleep because i`m thinking
too much, and i`m thinking too much because i can`t sleep.
i`m going to fill out the longest survey i have ever seen in my life.
i don`t expect anybody to read it, i just need something to occupy myself.

( the survey of doom )