Necesito escribir mis sentimientos algún lugar...entonces aquí estoy. Odio que soy gorda. Apenas puedo encontrar las palabras describir cómo lo odio. Me da verguenza cuando ir en público porque es probable que la gente está lleno de asco cuando me ve. La grasa es muy asqueroso y quiero vomitar cuando me veo en el espejo. Hago ejercicio todos ( Read more... )

Pues, he regrasado desde Los Angeles. Jordan y yo nos divertimos muchísimo. Creo que era una buena idea que yo fuera allí. Era bueno pasar tiempo con el hombre el que quiero. Me sentí tan cierto que debo estar con él. Bueno, ha cambiado en muchas maneras diferentes. Unas maneras son buenas, pero otros....ehh...no sé. Me confudió a veces con ( Read more... )

Wow, a lot has happened since spring break when I last wrote in here. Life never ceases to amaze me. I'm glad school is out for the summer, but not really in a way. Glad because that was the roughest, most emotionally draining semester in my life. It ended very sour. Not glad because it's going to be a very lonely summer. I was spoiled with ( Read more... )

Well, my trip didn't fail to amaze me. Ensenada is a beautiful place surrounded by amazing mountains. The people were cool, but many of them spoke English, so that was different from other places that I've been in Mexico. The orphanage was more of a refuge than an orphanage because most of the kids had parents, but they just couldn't support ( Read more... )

It's about that time to update. Well, my life is oficially moving on. I'm accepting whatever God is trying to do with me. It's probably better that way, huh? Jordan has a job out in LA, and he's doing what he wants, so I'm happy for him. I actually get to see him this weekend, which is nice. But the crappy thing is that he's coming home ( Read more... )

Well, a new week is about to begin. It's amazing at what all can happen in a week, isn't it? Jordan oficially left for Cali on Friday. He and Joy Leipprandt are making the trek out there. They will get to L.A. tomorrow I believe. It's hard to think of Jordan being gone. It doesn't hurt as bad if I just pretend that he won't be there for long ( Read more... )

Ok, so for those of you who don't know, Jordan is moving to California this Friday. I know it may come as a surprise to some of you. I was a huge surprise for me too. And we're talking like moving-moving....as in getting a job and staying there. So for those of you who didn't get to say goodbye to him (which is pretty much everybody), he will ( Read more... )

Solo escribo aqui cuando estoy muy muy alegre o cuando muy muy enojada o triste. De luego he esatdo sentiendo muy enojada. No sé con qué.....el mundo.....situaciones en mi vida ahorita. No son objetos o gente que me enojan, pero cosas invisibles y inevitables. A mi me gusta estar enojado? Por supuesto no! Pero parece que es algo que no puedo ( Read more... )

Ok, so I know I already updated today, but I just got back from our Mexico meeting, and I'm way excited! I can't wait to get to know the people that are going. Kyle G. is the only one I know well, but I'm excited to build other relationships. Anyway, Steve (the leader) found us round trip plane tickets to Los Angeles for $172!!! Can you believe ( Read more... )

I CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS SEMESTER TO BE OVER!!!! This has been the worst semester of my life.....i have way too much to do before the end. Ok, now that I got that out....things have been looking up. My life is slowly recovering. One thing I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO excited about is that I got chosen to go on an alternative spring break trip with His House ( Read more... )