Dec 03, 2007, 23.25, in my room.

The Blind, The Deaf, And The Heartless

Sometimes it is hard to admit

That on this single-audience show,

We’re not always the leading role.

No matter what you did,

The spotlights not on you,

And his heart not for you.

No matter how hard you scream, laugh, or cry,

No one see, he can’t see

Coz the spotlights not on you.

She ( Read more... )

 
Oct 27 2007, 6 p.m., parking lot

2 Kinds of Happiness

I used to think I can’t live without you.

That when you’re not there,

I also won’t be here anymore.

But the reality is;

Now you’re not there,

But I remain here,

With something changes in me.

Now I know there are 2 kinds of happiness.

The 1st one you can buy with money;

Yes, it is also happiness.

But ( Read more... )

 
Oct 27 2007, 5 p.m., parking lot

The Sky-Collector boy

It’s 5 p.m. now,

I’m looking at the sky.

The dark cloud has swaying away,

And now I have no use of my umbrella.

It’ll be nice if I can take a picture of it,

Just like what you always do.

But from here where I stand,

Tall buildings has been the frame,

Not green tall trees like yours.

When I look at ( Read more... )

 
Oct 26 2007, 10.10, in my room.

Melody of Fall

Which is real?

When you’re there, it’s there.

But when you’re not, I really can’t tell.

It’s just like winter.

A nameless flower in deep slumber,

Dreaming about sun.

And when you come, spring rolls in.

It’ll bloom,

singing with spring,

dancing with summer.

But when fall falls apart,

It mourns with grief, ( Read more... )

 
Oct 25 2007, 22.08, in my room.

Music Box of Kindness

I am music,

You are music.

World around is blur,

But our music,

We can see clearly,

We can feel deeply.

You know someone says;

“when there’s music, angels singing.”

When I see your face,

“dancing in the rain~”, my music says.

Then I want to dance in the rain with you,

-While it’s summer right now.-

When ( Read more... )

Oct 05 2007, 12.25

A Simple Love Song

I love you,

I really love you.

I love you till it hurts.

I know I love you,

I’m sure I love you.

That love grow stronger everyday

Yes, I’m positive this is love.

But what is love?

Now… I THINK I love you.

I can’t understand what love says,

But I guess... i love you.

If this is not love, then what is?

Please love me, so I ( Read more... )

 
Oct 05, 2007, 12.07, in my room.

Knots In My Brain

If I spend my time picturing you,

Every else went blur.

So I hate it so much,

When you pop into my mind.

Maybe 1000 lines never enough to describe this;

“I’ll make myself love you till I can’t love anymore.”

Quarrelling, wavering, confusing waves

Has been my everyday routines.

The rope that used to be ( Read more... )

 
Oct 04, 2007, in my room.

White Flower

When I walk,

I had this habit to bow my head down.

Someone asked me why,

And I dunno what to say.

“…maybe I’m afraid I might trip.”

Yesterday, I walk on the grey asphalt

As usual, my head bowed down.

And to my surprise,

A very pretty flower grows there.

“Hello, sunshine!”, it sings.

It is white, dancing, standing up ( Read more... )

Oct 2, 2007

L for an L

If I can go to Heaven

And face God,

I’ll ask Him lots of questions;

“What do you think of me?”

If only Lucifer never exist,

I’ll never be here,

And the world turns out so boring;

“No crime, no name, no fame.”

If I was born just like you,

This autistic self

Will have someone by my side;

“Sleepless nights, sweetness kills.”

If only I’m ( Read more... )

Oct 2, 2007.

Magic Box

I keep silent,

And the crowd cries.

But the sound of music to my ears,

I can understand better.

In that 1 x 1 meter square wooden box;

Was my own little world.

It has messages for me from the unknowns.

“He left me, why?”

“This place sucks.”

“I want to die.”

Is life’s like this?

I keep silent,

And the crowd cries.

But those magic words,

( Read more... )