I've been sitting up all night for the past couple of nights wondering about if I could have a family. Not just a family of my own, being part of the family my parents have built. If I tried hard enough to build some kind of relationship with my parents, would they eventually accept me? Would they want to keep in touch with me? Would they want to ( Read more... )

It's been such a long time ( Read more... )

The money just keeps comin. Life is good.

It's been so long since I've updated ( Read more... )

I had an amazing dream last night lol. I woke up in this amazing house with huge windows beaming the sun into every room. I had no idea how I got there or what I had to do, I just wandered around the house and yard in astonishment. This amazingly gorgeous woman was in the kitchen cooking breakfast and two girls were sitting in the living room ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at work right now absolutely furious, resenting the world. This is the second week in a row that I had to work 7 days. I don't mind making crazy amounts of money, but I do mind not having any free time to do ANYTHING!! I recently got a xbox 360, so that's been keeping me pretty entertained, and I picked up some weed and have been ( Read more... )

I told my roommates that I am moving out. I expected a little bit of resistance, but not this much. It's not like I'm moving out because I don't like them or i don't want to be friends with them anymore, I'm moving because my grandmother NEEDS me. They wanted me to be part owner of the house so I'd get a cut when they sold it off, but I want them ( Read more... )

Alot has happened since I last posted. I got a new car because my old one died on the highway... Paid for it in full so I wouldn't have to worry about more bills. Bills suck. It's a 2002 Chevy Cavalier. I love it :-P although it has a flat tire and I had to grab a ride to work this morning :-P yay for that ( Read more... )

So Krystal and I ended our relationship as of yesterday. I can't exactly blame her for feeling the way she did, things have just gone downhill since she moved to PA, no matter how much I tried to get down there to see her, it just wasn't enough. I guess this point in time just wasn't our time. who knows....

I'm sitting at my desk in Kisco waiting for traffic. Yay for that ( Read more... )