so i wound up with two seasonal jobs, which is an issue. with a seasonal job, they all want you for the same times (black friday, the two weeks surrounding christmas, ect) so i don't know that i can keep both of them. but i'm sort of okay with that. i really really hate the job at american eagle and i've only gone twice. they want me to be a denim ( Read more... )

so we went out for halloween. i wore a miniskirt for the first time in ages and jeff called me "a sexy dirty heathen". it was awesome. i spent most of the night with the katies (both of them) and jeff. it was sheena's bday too so she was shitfaced and dancing on every guy she saw and alex and jon just sat around and glared at anyone that came near ( Read more... )

uuugh.

you just make me so damn angry. you always did.

and it makes me angry that i can't listen to certain songs. or watch certain movies. or read certain books (that one i borrowed from you? i bought it. and can't bring myself to actually open it). and it pisses me off something fierce because i can't actually be angry at you. because (like always ( Read more... )

i saw the new AFI video last night ( Read more... )

stupid job search.

stupid stupid stupid.

i want to move to tulsa with my sister, where i an get a job and take the bus so i don't have to learn to drive.
but i get to have sex tonight. so that's cool.
yay! sex!

dear wholesale auto parts ( Read more... )

picked up a bunch of applications today. painting the rock tomorrow (like i said, apparently i'm an on-call volunteer. bullshit.).

whatever. american eagle is hiring. (cringe) i hope they don't pay on comission. i'm tired of that shit.

but jon's bringing me drugs. YAY!!!!

back in midland, whether i like it or not. (thanks, alex, you douche ( Read more... )

jimmy needs to quit running his mouth or it's going to get broke ( Read more... )

the screen on the laptop is cracked. oops ( Read more... )