I have not put shit on this in a month so ill do a lil recap ( Read more... )

Seems like life is being good to ol mr Prater, good job great friends and whoa wait!!!!! somthing good may also be on the horizon seems to be that there is someone waiting in the shadows for me ( Read more... )

Man I really think I am gonna never catch the one I am lookin for, I mean everytime im drunk its different And i fuckin hate that. I wish I could control myself an what I say while intoxicated. Rather than go along with things, I mean sure I could just say fuck it an roll with the punches but at the same time somthing just doesnt feel right. I have ( Read more... )

I have not updated this thing in a while, and I dont think im going to. Myspace is much better and just has more shit for me to fuck around qwith. So for a while no updates or shit on this journal. Myspace link is above click it and go to hell :)

Yea yea yea i gots me a new full time fuckin job mufackos! I have been up for officailly26 hours, i cant sleep and i am really fuckin just plain ol happy and now i have a great reason to just shut the fuck up about my year sucking right now. Any way im gonna clean my room, shovel some snow, go workout, and fuckin celebrate!

stay sic assholes!

Somthin i was wondering about, i finally got the truth about. And now i know the whole deal. I was just another victim, another pawn, i hope my seed becomes your demon. And you will never forget me. It will grow to hate you, grow to swill the fire of my madness. You will b left wondering what the hell went wrong? You cannot change the past, cause ( Read more... )

People act like the new year is a new beginning. All the new year is to me is a number. W e went from 2-0-0-4 to 2-0-0-5. Wow we survived one extra year, now everyone will make resolutions they will noot fulfill, people will say the new year will be better than the year before. Jesus Christ are you all insane? It is not like a fucking karmic ( Read more... )

In a bit of a bad mood, just felt like getting on here before i hit the weights at the gym. I get really aggravated when i go online and the same people come on and ask "hey whats up? what are you doing today? what are you doing later? you arent talking.........." Honestly i do other things on the internet besides jab on an on on the fucking ( Read more... )

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Man the year is almost done man! Cant say i had a great year but fuck hopefully 2005 will be a step up. Lost 35 pounds since summer, and trying to find some better jobs. I feel more like my old self again now than last year. I got dumped by tina but i think she really held my personality back, she wanted to have some mature Boyfriend all the time ( Read more... )