SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Its beeeeen lesssss than a fuckingggg day. The past few glorioussss days have been filled with wonderfulnesss that seem to be lacking in my life. I must trudge on and try and have fun on this island! i must find things to do. I am up for anythhhhingggg gahhh i just wanttt adventure againnnnn!

 I don't know. I haven't written in here for a while because i haven't really been able to make coherence out of my thoughts. But i think i can figure out something ( Read more... )

 i'm upset..... i have short hair..... i'm upset

 im back on long island and i feel so far from everything. Everything at conn is a 5 minute walk away. Everything i love is sooo far away tooo it seems. Sarah, friends from conn, i feel sooooo out of it. I dont know what to do with myself. Im trying to finish up this paper for Japanese tea ceremony but i have trouble citing things and cant find ( Read more... )

 i ammmmm done studying for astronomy...... The next few days besides the extensive work i have willll be awesome. Today was awesome. I had alll the japanese final today. Writing speaking and what ever other hell kobes threw at us. It started with a section with three parts. She would give a base question like mosimosi or denwabangoo wa? which ( Read more... )

 gawwwwwd i hate couples sooooooooo hard core. i hate they are always fucking around beeeing alllll couplyyy. Im a couple.... im in a couple.... dysfunctional. im not a couple we are a couple.... where the fuck has that other person been.... finalsss dicking around i dont knowwww frankly i am not caring because spends alll the times with everyone ( Read more... )

 guuhhhhhh stuck in coffeeeee grounds working on the paper that i suck at writtinggggg ahhhh gahh. iiiiiii just allll this work to endddddd and worryyy and do wellll and have enough time and energy to dedicate to everything. 

i think i finally got a good page with kobayashi. It took probably the worst class ever but she understands what im doing and that im working really hard. i totally cried in class after she yelled at me for not being able to conjugate something and put me over the edge with "you will fail" soo basically i teared and sniffled the whole class supahhh ( Read more... )

i always feel the need to write whenever i get super stressed out. It makes me feel way better. Lately life has been very good. Japanese has gone well. School is ending which means i have to endure home which will hopefully be better cause of the people who must suffer with me. But for the past week life has been enchanting. I mean ive been busy ( Read more... )

 FLORALIA was absolutely wonderous and mystical and enchanting as i was told about. Me and my roommate who had slept with philliam in knowlton got up at 7 for our panera catered dorm breakfast. We got chocolate bagels with hazelnut cream cheese which proved to be a little to sweet but were still delicioussss! Soooo Penrose and i chilled until about ( Read more... )