I asked my mom to go with me to go to a star trek convention with me in Vegas, she declined.

I'm not suicidal, but I'm not sure why.

i went to a party tonight by myself. I only knew one person there and I still went. I only stayed for an hour and talked to two people but that is still pretty good for me. I think I'm going to do a little social experiment to see if i can possibly learn to become sociable. The majority of people don't seem to have a huge problem with making ( Read more... )

watching Mad Men (AMC's first original series!) makes me want to doooooo it ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of changing my who i'd like to me to:

I've super creep lurked all over myspace and i'm pretty sure I'm not attracted to a single guy within the city limits. Unless of course your name is John and i don't like your personality, then there's about a 65% chance well date for about a year and half. Rinse, repeat.

what. a. bummer.

So I agreed to go out on my first offical date. This is weird. I don't know if I'm ready for this yet but like a sweet little movie about tuscany taught me, if you wait until you're ready you'll never get back out there.

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being super easily replaced feels fucking awesome.

its great to know we can have sex and like two weeks later you have a new "girlfriend" fuck you chump.

okay i am pretty drunk but i just ripped through my wallet to find my lotto tickets (gotta play to win bitches) and i ended up staring at my ID because something caught my attention that had failed to before. my left eye is a good 3/4" higher than my right ( Read more... )

John R. Deatrick and i broke up ( Read more... )

i've been running almost every day for probably about 6 weeks now. I'm at about two miles a day. thats A LOT further than when i started. Still fat though. I'm used to the pounds dropping off whenever I work out but I'm not "dieting" this time so it'll probably be a few months before i see any results. The longer i run the better it'll go, I'm ( Read more... )