I didn't post yesterday... as I laid in bed last night at 3 am trying to go to sleep all I could think about was how I didn't post ( Read more... )

A guy whistled at me in the Publix parking lot... really wanted to yell in your dreams at him ( Read more... )

So apparently I now dream in romantic comedies... but it was a good dream... met the man of my dreams in my dream... but it ended in a damn cliff hanger.  Gave me a premise for a novel though ( Read more... )

Tonight was my cake decorating class.  Finished course 2.  Decorated my cake with the basketweave.  The more I look at it the more I like it.  I've decided to try and write in this every day.  It just seems that I am full of all these profound thoughts until I sit down to write.  Oh well, c'est la vie ( Read more... )

I am not satisfied with my body.  I would love to look hotter.  Way hotter.  Sculpted.  Defined.  Leaner.  One chin instead of two.

I just have too much confidence.  When I look in the mirror I just see a dazzling beauty.

It's a bitter cycle.

I am terribly sad.  Although those who look at me don't know it.  I'm getting pretty good with this whole acting thing.  I don't know if I miss him or just miss having someone.  And I don't want to be one of those insecure people who need to have someone in their life but it would be nice.  I just want so much more for my life than I have right now ( Read more... )

Does anyone still do this online journal thing? Like does anyone still read mine?

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh ( Read more... )

Next week... (I figured I would be realistic here ( Read more... )

After a year and a half, two major relationships within rings were exchanged, I am now single because the man i love has decided to ignore me. that was the break up. ignoring me.

aren't men special?