Can dreams tell the future or are they just a sleepy jumble of our thoughts and slivers of our subconcious?  i rarely remember the dreams that i have but this morning i remembered a blur of two or three.  Perhaps its the fact that Israel is more on my mind than ever (if that's possible), but at least two of my dreams were somehow related to the ( Read more... )

exams =  DONE

so much to dooooo.
- laundry
- update ipod
- make bed
- shower
- straighten hair
- nails
- study hebrew
- go buy new work clothes
- go to golda's

i know it sounds boring but now i can relax and enjoy my one free day before work starts.

i am so very thankful for parve-kosher-for-pesach brownies.  mmmmmm.

when i look at pictures from last year.. i remember for a split second just how happy i was.  it's not that i'm not happy here... im sort of happy... its just how completely happy i was then.

i want that back.

i need to stop being so fucking lazy and just get this paper done and do some readings for my classes
ughh
tomorrow?
tomorrow.

 to do list ( Read more... )

the birthday was fab ( Read more... )

last night was great

thank hashem i was not hungover.

more later..

effff yes
lately i play the "where was i a year ago" game.
on this wednesday a year ago i was at football, and it was my birthday....!

yayayay im almost 19.

so today the parents held a staff meeting at work which was quite interesting.  it was carolyn's last day and it'll be sad to see her leave because we started working at the rumrunner the same week ( Read more... )

i've decided i need to make the best of where i am right now.  lately i've felt the need to figure out my future right this second.  sure living at home isn't the most ideal situation... but then i talk to people and they're all "i wish that i lived at home... good food etc..." and i guess that's what i have.  i miss nativ so much and i think about ( Read more... )

one week till im legaaaaaaaal

woo