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Living Situation
SO I'm currently back in my hometown living with my mom, Matt (step dad), brother, sister, and her new baby, Joshua, and of course my boyfriend DJ. It's cramped, Billy, DJ and I are all sharing a room and my 3 cats are staying a few roads away at my dad's house. I have no idea how long I'll be here, but it's nice to meet my nephew, and visit my ( Read more... ) -
Productivity
Being Productive. It's a good feeling. It makes all efforts put forth not so... wasted (especially if you're like me). It makes time pass a little more enjoyably. Just knowing that you've actually DONE something, ACCOMPLISHED a task, etc, brings great self-satisfaction leaving optimism and almost... a sort of HUNGER for more. Maybe this is why ( Read more... ) -
Communication
This is something that's been on my mind lately: Communication ( Read more... ) -
Strange Dreams
Okay, so I've had this recurring (part of a) dream for a while now and I wish I knew what it meant, but I'm not so sure any "guide" or shrink could tell me, plus, I like to figure these things out myself. Discovering myself is something only I can do after all ( Read more... ) -
Beach Bums
Not much intro to this entry, so here it goes ( Read more... ) -
Happy Update
I'm pretty happy today. Yesterday was in a word: AMAZING. I am so in love, and loving it. <3
I feel closer and closer to my boyfriend every day. And even through misunderstandings and disagreements, we learn more about each other and grow closer as a couple. I believe more and more that we're perfect for one another. It puts a smile on my face.
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A lot of building stress
I know it's been a while since I last posted an entry here. I should honestly do it more often. I always have soo much going on in this head of mine... and things can build up. And stress can definitely build up pretty fast. I'd like to think I'm a calm and collected person, and I am... most of the time. Lately I've been, well, I've been sort of ( Read more... ) -
Life
There is a lot to think a about in one's life. Happiness, Love, Success, Failure, Truth, Deception, Right & Wrong, Regret, and even Death to name a few.
Some of those things can be true motivators in one's life. Others can be just the opposite.
But there are - weak of mind, strong of mind, weak of heart, strong of heart, weak of body, strong of body ( Read more... ) -
I want to lose weight
None of my jeans even fit me anymore. What am I suppose to do when Winter comes? I don't have any extra cash for clothes. And it would be frustrating and I would cry because I'd need bigger sizes and no one likes to shop for bigger sizes! I'll cry. And some of the clothes that were kind of loose on me are even a little snug. It's heart-breaking ( Read more... ) -
the beginning of a List of Things About Myself
❊ I believe I am a good person; I care about the environment, I am a major animal-lover, I am polite to new people I meet, I try to always to the right thing, I don't smoke, or do drugs (and I never have/never will), I appreciate art and music, I am close with my family, I am a hard worker, I graduated high school and started on college, I am well ( Read more... )