i'm angry!

so much to do so early in the semester... ahh!

Jasmine is here!!! Wheeeeeee

I have a test tomorrow. I hope I do better on it than I did on my test on Thursday ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of classes. While my classes sound kind of boring and really hard (so far I've been to genetics and organic chemistry), I remain optimistic. Here is a list of my original goals for this semester ( Read more... )

i remember a time when i was scared of today because i wouldn't get to see my best friend all day and i'd have to face this experience alone.

i feel so many different things right now that they almost kind of average out to normal. i guess that's good, right?

What's sad at this point in the summer is that I'm used to seeing people from high school that I like on a fairly regular basis, but I don't know when most of them are leaving for school or if I'll see them again this summer when I say bye. Then for that matter, I don't know if I'll ever see them again since they/I may not be coming home next ( Read more... )

This is not where I choose to end this story.

In other news I'm doing a little better since I last posted. Nowhere near where I need to be, but that will only come with time. At least I've kept busy enough to avoid dwelling.

today i did the hardest thing i think i've ever had to do. i just hope i don't end up regretting it. i mean i'm regretting it now, but that's because it's still painful. i need to trust myself. i may not be strong enough.