i hate crying. i am crying now. i cant stop. why do we cry? it just makes us feel worse. sometimes i wish i could die first. that way, i wont see others dying around me. is that selfish?
i really dont know what to write.. nothing really interesting has happened so far. all i've done is play games and swim. i've been playing gamecube almost all day. oh, my 6 six year cousin from hong kong came over. he never stops asking questions. he is annoying.