I don't know if I should get a job. =( I have 6 more months before school  starts.

Blogging with my handphone now. With the boys at Ben&Jerrys. Wish you were here baby.

Baby, Happy Birthday, sorry Im weeks early but I must be the first!! I love you!

Im off off off off for the next few days, so I can spend time with baby before I go overseas =(

Mum called last night. Asking about my thailand training.

" Boy got enough money? Got prepare your things? I ask your jie to transfer money to you.. Not enough ask from mummy okay? "

I mumbled some shit to her and she went. "Ok Im very busy I call you tomorrow, bye bye!"

Tomorrow fucking NEVER comes.

Why do you have to treat me like this? My feelings will not fade overnight. I still love you so fucking much I can die.

Fuck us, Fuck tomorrow, Im fucking sick of the parades. You never eveer think about my feelings. How I long to see you whenever I am free, its unlike when I was still doing admin, I have so much to do, so many to train, so many to take care off. Fuck OCS. Fuck everything.

Just read B's blog. Makes me really upset because I have no idea what happened =( I have not been blogging because I am too lazy to blog. Anyway, I will be in Thailand for training in September. Which also coincides with B's birthday. I cannot wait/ can wait to ORD next year, will miss the boys really. After being in camp for such a long time, so ( Read more... )

I have been too lazy to update this blog. 2years 3mths 1 Week 1 Day and im still deeply in love sekksee! =)

After last night I just could'nt sleep. I've loved you for 4years. I don't even know why this brings me so much agony and pain.