everything is subject to change and suffering and discontent are the result of attachment to circumstances and things which, by nature, are impermanent. --- By ridding oneself of these attachments, including attachment to the false notion of self, or "I", one can be free of suffering.
((zen))that is so impossible ( Read more... )

Lacan and desire.

"Lacan's notion of desire is, at its heart, a desire for wholeness--a "hole in the self" that the subject attempts to close through an endless, metonymic chain of supplements: the perfect car, the perfect boyfriend, a tenure track job, etc. But as soon as one supplement is acquired, desire moves onto something else. Desire is a ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder in relationships.. most specifically breakups.. is it the person you miss? or is it the idea of being with that person? the comfort of having them there for you.. the comfort of knowing someone is there for you. everything is so blurred and confusing right now ( Read more... )

god i miss you.

if it were up to me i'de never have to miss you.

i needed to do what i did. sometimes its just hard for me to understand that. its better for me.. its good that i told you i'de be waiting for you when you learn to open up and let me into your heart.. maybe me breaking up with you might open your eyes and change your view on things.. if not, i ( Read more... )

ps...

i'm drunk.

and alone in my apartment.

pathetic but fun. <3333<333<333<333.

FRIENDS ONLY.
YEAH MARKY.
XO.


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top reasons i hate Los Angeles:

1. There are way too many pretentious assholes in this city.
2. Asshole drivers: Thanks for cutting me off bitch.
3. Everyone is trying to impress everyone else.
4. Yes, i have a lip ring. Stop asking me if it hurt and stop asking me if you should get one.
5. FINALLY, to the woman that yelled at me for parking my ( Read more... )

"he was just using you"

i've got a new crush.

the visitor on my floor.. indie BEN from St. Louis.